I understand that you don't have a car or a license to even drive. I understand when you're feeling sick. I understand when you're depressed or tired and don't have the energy. I know you don't always intend on cancelling on me, but honestly I'm getting sick of it. It makes me sad, but I'm also just tired. "I can't get him up to go shopping because he's still sleeping." "I can't get him up to come pick you up so we can visit."
It really is an awful feeling when your mother cancels on you more times than not. Especially when it comes to her not even making it to the hospital the rest of the time I'm there after my kidney surgery. I don't know what to do about it other than to distance myself from her and not expect her to really try. I don't know.
I don't know.
Sick and tired of being sick and tired.
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