Get over it.

That's what I have to do. I'm crying because I feel stupid. I'm crying because of the tone that he gave me to make me feel stupid. But I guess I'm just like the dog, right? I have to endure it to get over it and know it's okay. I really do not like being mean to animals, especially during a storm, but I suppose it's not being mean if the dog needs to learn that storms aren't scary. "Put her outside, then!" he said. So, it scared me because it feels like I got in trouble. I feel like a kid again. I don't want to be scolded! It fucking irritates me. Maybe that's why I'm so upset as well. I can be way too fucking sensitive, which in turn also causes me to be irritated with myself even more. The endless cycle of irritation. I guess I just have to vent to feel better, to get it out, to perhaps read it again to learn from it. Life is learning from your mistakes. It's okay to make them, but it never feels like it. It never feels right to be upset over something that is stupid when there are other things to be "upset" about. I don't know why I am so sensitive to certain tones or words that make me feel lower than I should. I just do not know. There wasn't always someone there to comfort me when I was scared.
I don't fucking know, I just know that I need to get the crying and the feelings out somewhere, somehow, and I guess today it shall be here.

Note: Perhaps I feel stupid because people tend to throw the "don't cry like a little girl" thing around like it is nothing... and here I am thinking I am the idiot little girl who is crying over something so small and stupid.

Get over it.